Zig Zag Zig...

Life is full of twists and turns, but mine seem to happen all at once - a steady, random flow of them. First I zig, then I zag, now I'm here, now I'm not...everything in my life seems to hinge on a random email, phone call or an internal primal scream. Just minding my own business tooling down my life's path then Whammo! Okay, I wasn't expecting that but why not? Sounds like it'll work and it feels right. Feelings! Those are my barometer every time.

I'm in a nine year so endings are popping up everywhere and some are more difficult than others. My time here is at an end and I'm moving and this time it involves a return to familiar territory. I've been in the Lightworker Relocation Program for several years, actually. I think I have options, then I don't, then something miraculously aligns and an unexpected door opens. I have my hesitations about this move, though, because it's back to where I was, almost. I'm not the same person who left 4 years ago. Has it been that long? In some ways it feels like last month and at other times, it feels like several lifetimes ago. I'm not even the same person I was last week for that matter.

I'll keep you posted. I have a week or two to wrap up the packing, sorting, purging and figuring out the logistics. At least I'm headed north during the summertime. That's a plus. I'm hoping to find many more plusses along the way. Stay tuned!

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