Changing
It's just a bit ridiculous that it's been so long since my last post. I don't even know where to begin. I feel as if I've lived more than a few lifetimes just this past week! If I didn't know any better, I'd swear I was in the midst of Pharaoh's endless plagues trying to get out of Egypt and I'm really only wanting to get out of my own way. I know I'm not alone when I'm overcome with anxiety or freak out over the smallest thing. I've seen full grown adults in full grown meltdowns, whining, tantrums and snit fits until it feels like I'm truly mental and at others, I feel so normal and am amazed that anything or anyone can function at all. I have to keep reminding myself that I am changing and my relationship to how things used to be and how they used to work is no longer valid. I am changing, I am changing, I am changing. While time morphs and redefines itself, the world as I knew it is also swept into a new rhythm of change and I...